I have had this thing for a while but i have never posted so here goes nothing

Today was an okay day as far as days go. I still haven't managed to make friends here at college and i wonder if i ever will. I like it here but i can't stand eating lunch and dinner alone. I like college i really do but i wonder if college likes me. I have so much laundry to do and the coin machines are down as are the ones where you put the money on the ID card so i am stuck with a bunch of stinky clothes and nothing to wear. Wait it gets better then i broke my phone so i can't see the screen. I don't mean to throw a pity party but I am. The Universe loves to see me squirm. but i should stop complaining. I am the one to blame I could go to a table and make friends, I should have done the laundry sooner and the phone was an accident.
I miss being home I am only 30 minutes away but it seems like a world. I don't know how i would do it if i was farther. I miss my mommy i miss my daddy and I miss being part of a group. I keep wondering what would have happened had i gone to a different school.

So I am tired of life right now but here's to hoping life gets better.